Dear Michele,

A relationship is an investment. In fact, I believe it is the most valuable investment we will ever make. We are essentially offering up ourselves to share with another person, believing that by doing so our life will be better. In order to have something to invest, though, we must aquaint ourselves with what we have to offer someone. This requires knowing who we are, what our needs are, and who we want to become in our lifetime. No small task, right?

The good news is that investing ourselves in a relationship has many rewards when we invest wisely! By combining our strengths with our partner's strengths we are essentially expanding the resources from which we can both draw as we navigate life. Typically the strengths we have to offer are complimentary. For example, one partner may offer spontaneity and fun while the other provides security and stability.

Sounds good, right? So why does being in a relationship seem more complicated than that? Well probably because of a thing called the Power Struggle. This is a natural, healthy stage in relationship development that occurs when each partner works to establish his own identity within the relationship. The power struggle begins when differences start to surface. And herein lies the challenge. How do I maintain my independence and personal integrity while being a good partner?

In OUTstanding relationships, the question is never, will I be able to get my needs met? The question instead, is, what needs to happen so that we are both able to get our needs met without taking away from our relationship? The difficulty of course, is determining what exactly your needs are, (not your wants, mind you - but your needs which support your highest good!) We must evaluate the requests made of us by our partners, and determine when they are in our best interest and when they are not.

Cindy thinks her partner is controlling because she wants her to stop smoking marijuana. Is that controlling? Or is her partner tending to her most precious investment: her relationship with Cindy?

Kara says her partner wants her to open up and share her feelings more freely. Kara says she resents her partner's sudden interest in her being more open and shouldn't have to change who she has always been just to please her partner. Is Kara exercising self-care, or is she rejecting her partner's invitation for her to grow?

Ed says his partner wants him to stop going to therapy because therapy is for the weak-minded. Is Ed's partner making a healthy request, or possibly acting out of fear for the unknown of what might happen if Ed goes to therapy?

Often we confuse our highest high, with our highest good. Our highest high is that which feels good, at any cost! Our highest good, is that which moves us closer to being the person we want to be. In fact, behaving according to our highest good doesn't always feel good. Take Kara for example. Because she is not used to sharing her feelings, it is scary and very uncomfortable for her to open up. Her fears and discomfort automatically make her think it's not a good thing for her to do. However, the pain involved does not mean it is not in her highest good, it simply means it is difficult. Just think about exercise! If we waited for working out to feel good, we might never run or lift weights! Likewise, just because something feels good, like smoking marijuana for example, doesn't mean that we must cling to it in order to be "true to ourselves."

Knowing the difference between our highest good and our highest high is critical! Now in Ed's case, his partner wants him to stop going to therapy. He has decided it's time to really explore why he's unhappy. Therapy is an exercise in self-care for him, and because doing so does not take away from their relationship, Ed may have to confront the issue with his partner as an act of self-care.

Couple's with OUTstanding relationships don't confuse their partner's healthy requests with efforts to change or control - they know that their partner is simply tending to her most precious investment: the relationship she shares with you.

What has your partner asked of you lately? Is this request something that will ultimately add to your life, or take away from your life? Is his request in line with the person you want to be, or does it conflict with who you want to be? Are you open to your partner's healthy requests?

Your challenge, should you choose to accept it is to list the top three requests that you commonly hear from your partner, friends, and other loved ones and identify one thing from that list that you can start doing differently today.

Ah, spring is here at last - or so the calendar tells us! It's time to shake the winter blues and prepare for the warm months ahead. Spring is a time for new growth, for new life, and - for many of us - a time of rejuvenation of the spirit. It can be a time to reexamine ourselves, our lives, and our priorities, to ensure a sense of balance; or, to determine what is needed to achieve a sense of balance. Finding this balance can be especially challenging when we juggle the many roles of professional life, relationships, and parenting - - - and perhaps even more so as an LGBT parent.

Many of you are on the cutting edge of changing perceptions about gay people, family, love, and gender roles. Many of your kids are, too. But being on the "cutting edge" often means being confronted with negative attitudes, resistance, prejudice, custody battles - the list goes on. Support is essential, for you as well as for your kids. It is important for your child to have opportunities to meet and connect with other children with similar families. For preadolescent and adolescent kids, fitting in and being a part of a peer group is of particular importance. They need a place to feel supported and safe, to share their stories and discuss the similarities - and differences - of their families with other kids, and support groups are just the right setting for this. I am currently planning a Kids' Group for ages 7 to 11, beginning in late April, so be watching for more details soon!

Check out next month's newsletter for more of this new series, Outstanding Families, in which I will continue to address a broad range of family-related topics intrinsic to the LGBT parenting experience. Some examples of future topics include how to talk to your children at varied stages of development about your family; how to advocate for your child at school; how and whether to come out to your child's friends; and, how to deal with your child being teased by other children for having a gay parent. I am certain many more questions and ideas will be raised along the way, as I continue my work with kids and families here at O'Mara and Associates.

Remember to Check out the Couple's Weekend!

Warmly,